WHAT DID I WANNA DO?!

Hey guys, how's life? It's been real long since I have posted. To be honest, I have been lost in time that I do not know so many months have passed. And next week, My 'O' Level Oral is already starting. MT 'O' Level results being released.

Honestly, I am immune to it. Why? I don't know. I am LOST. REAL LOST. But what am I doing to settle my problem? Nothing. What do I really want in my life? I also don't know. Dearest Junxiang have been real worried for my welfare because I'm not studying at all. Ever since mid years. To be honest, I could not help but to cry over it. I am always crying every night under his arms, not knowing what to do; or just sleeping. WHAT DO I WANT FOR MYSELF?! I really don't know. My family, friends and especially Junxiang worry for me.
Crying is useless because I cant get anything out of it. My parents are working so hard just to give me money to go school. Even my classmates, those who do not study,  is already going for it. And me, still lost.

Is coming back for 'O' Levels the right choice? I do not know anymore; or should I quit school and go roaming around for a year, reflecting before I come back studying. Will it be too late?

I am lost. Everyone is worried. Yet me. Cant be bothered. Junxiang and me just quarrelled again. Over my attitude once again. He is worried, even bothering to tell me, which is rare for him to do so. And me, just being like that.

Can someone save me please?!
Am I bothering my loved ones with my problems?
Everything is just not going onto my way.

Someone, save me..

Happy Chinese New Year ~



2ndSis & Me (Didn't manage to take with my first sister only though :/)

 

With the cousins~



Hi guys, it's been a long time since I posted? Erm, actually not really a long time. Hahah. Anyways Happy Chinese New Year! May the angpaos I get will be more, :B. Just joking. School is really stressful with all the homework teachers have given and it don't seem to end. I don't even have time to write my fanfic because I need to focus on my F&N coursework other than these few days of rest. To be honest, I'm real tired. Like really tired, and definitely I am gaining weight. I think I'm going to cry when the PE teachers take my weight next Tuesday, because I have been eating a lot these few days, hahah. Anyway, Congratulations to me taking GPA (Good Progress Award) & EAGLES Award. EAGLES Award is regarding leadership, that's what I heard from my sister! I'm really afraid for this year's 'O' Levels. Hope these few days of relax won't slacken my motivation to do well. I shall update my story since I have on-ed my computer today. So I really hope the gods will bless me to do well this year. So yes, wish me luck!



Edusave Award Ceremony.

Me, when I'm procrastinating during studying ;/.

This year may be a tough year for me, but I am going to try my best on surviving for this year. Really hope I can go to Poly and get the course I want. So, God, please bless me!