Hey guys, how's life? It's been real long since I have posted. To be honest, I have been lost in time that I do not know so many months have passed. And next week, My 'O' Level Oral is already starting. MT 'O' Level results being released.
Honestly, I am immune to it. Why? I don't know. I am LOST. REAL LOST. But what am I doing to settle my problem? Nothing. What do I really want in my life? I also don't know. Dearest Junxiang have been real worried for my welfare because I'm not studying at all. Ever since mid years. To be honest, I could not help but to cry over it. I am always crying every night under his arms, not knowing what to do; or just sleeping. WHAT DO I WANT FOR MYSELF?! I really don't know. My family, friends and especially Junxiang worry for me.
Crying is useless because I cant get anything out of it. My parents are working so hard just to give me money to go school. Even my classmates, those who do not study, is already going for it. And me, still lost.
Is coming back for 'O' Levels the right choice? I do not know anymore; or should I quit school and go roaming around for a year, reflecting before I come back studying. Will it be too late?
I am lost. Everyone is worried. Yet me. Cant be bothered. Junxiang and me just quarrelled again. Over my attitude once again. He is worried, even bothering to tell me, which is rare for him to do so. And me, just being like that.
Can someone save me please?!
Am I bothering my loved ones with my problems?
Everything is just not going onto my way.
Someone, save me..
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